i typed a whole journal, and accidentally exited it.
ticks me off. O:

so another crappy day.
i'm sick of being depressed all the time.
it doesn't even matter what i do.
it still. comes. back.

but then when i came onto dA, it was alll.. FREE JOURNAL SKINS
and i was all. HOH MY GOSH. and then i saw.. LIMITED TIME..
and i was all.. awww.. but HOH MY GOSH<3
so i spent the last 10 minutes looking at awesome skins.
that pretty much made my day, believe it or not.

so i have nothing to look forward to this week now. I can't go to the movies for such a stupid freaking reason. Its unbelievable but somewhat understandable but still.

**AND ON TOP OF THAT
all my friends are deciding to DITCH me tomorrow because of senior skip day. so i'm going to be all alone. left with this girl i dislike cause i have to compete with her for everything. EVERYTHING. and she takes EVERYTHING from me. all my spotlight, my stuff, MY EXPENSIVE EYELINER. and i want to scream and kick at her face and bury her alive and burn her and my GOSH.

tomorrow's gonna be crappy too. :/

i hope everybody had a better day than me. <3
and thanks to whoever made this skin. its purdy. yeee. (:

lastly thanks to the people who have been helping me feel better in my past journals, too. -coughcough ~shecklair ~zephyramotou ~Amynnah49 ~Lemonesque *wildfotog coughcough- <3 you guys made me feel better. ^__^

so check them out. they deserve it. and they have AMAZING deviations, too.

peace.

--clubs: